Panic

From the outside looking in

Yeah you see a smile on my face

But it's so different from what it is

This cruel and unusual punishment

I try to stop the thoughts but end up doing it all again

It's a dark cloud over my head

It changes how I see life till I forget how to live

Till I forget what I am

Is it the devil within?

Or is it panic that I'm living just to see how it ends?

Why?

Is there nothing but this feeling inside?

Got me acting like I'm outta my mind

Why?

Can't breathe can't sleep I'm fine

I tell myself I'm fine

But I'm gone

I'm caught in a panic

I'm lost and I'm damaged

Can't find my way

All I want

Is someone to save me

Cuz I am fading and I can't escape

Every night I've been losing sleep

Getting chased by the feeling that's taking over me

I'm in a panic

And I'm lost inside the static

Getting buried alive with the skeletons in the attic

Can I let it go or let it take me to the grave yeah

I'd give it all just to make it go away yeah

I burn a hole in my soul when I pray

I got one inside the chamber and it's calling out my name

Why?

Is there nothing but this feeling inside?

Got me acting like I'm outta my mind

Why?

Can't breathe can't sleep I'm fine

But I'm gone

I'm caught in a panic

I'm lost and I'm damaged

Can't find my way

All I want

Is someone to save me

Cuz I am fading and I can't escape (this life)

Feel like I'm losing my mind

I feel like I'm losing my mind

And I pretend that I'm fine

But I'm losing my mind

I'm losing my fucking mind

I pretend that I'm fine inside

But I'm losing my fucking mind

I pretend that I'm fine but I'm buried alive

And I'm losing my fucking mind

But I'm gone

I'm caught in a panic

I'm lost and I'm damaged

Can't find my way

All I want

Is someone to save me

Cuz I am fading and I can't escape

I'm gone

I'm caught in a panic

I'm lost and I'm damaged

Can't find my way