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I am sorry for the bother of repeating all the things I

should believe in... If I told my story could I use it

to bring the all the end the everything...

The effigy of what I set myself up here to be... The

hollow peace of living, still giving up all I need...

Arrives complete, telling every reason indiscreetly...

Lasting banner years of all the things I wait to see...

Am I wasting all my time

Fighting through this so-called life

Can you tell me now

How do we know just when the fight should end

When I can take the broken, bent,

and shattered hopes and walk away

From this place...

Overcome by all the dangers, in a life less ordinary

will you know the ones who dare to carry on with all

the changes, fighting to the truth inside of me and

guiding what I need...

The if's and why's of disbelieving everything they

teach... And their advice spoken in the words that

never reach... All the heights of heaven every lesson

incomplete for lasting banner years of all the things I

wait to see...

Am I wasting all my time

Fighting through this so-called life

Can you tell me now

How do we know just when the fight should end

When I can take the broken, bent,

and shattered hopes and walk away

From this place...

Do you miss me since I stood and walked away to find

the reasons why I'm living every day for that something

that I can't seem to find this time...

But I will be all that I set myself up here to be...

And I will try to see the future through your eyes and

keep... Myself fine, away from all the ones who punish

me for all the little reasons every vision I will keep,

but...

Am I wasting all my time

Fighting through this so-called life

Can you tell me now

How do we know just when the fight should end

When I can take the broken, bent,

and shattered hopes and walk away

From this place...