Lullaby

Sunday night has come again

And still I cannot sleep

Hidden lines have come to a head

No more secrets left to keep

And now that everthing is gone

The morning sun seems bittersweet

Has the day begun already?

And now ashamed of who I am

I missed what everyone could see

Always a fight for me to change

Into the man you want me to be

A better man that shares my name

Can I look into his eyes

And see a reflection of...

I try to make it through the day

Too confused to disbelieve

Did it use to be this way?

I try to remember speaking

You I thought would understand

Appreciate my weakness

And tell me I can be a man

And now ashamed of who I am

I missed what everyone could see

Always a fight for me to change

Into the man you want me to be

A better man that shares my name

Can I look into his eyes

And see a reflection of...

What's left inside to see these captured thoughts surrounding jealousy

No hope do you believe if left alone these worlds will bury me

And who will sing this boy to sleep in the stillness of his room

Present a melody of peace beckon dreams to follow soon

But if there's no one left but him ,then the curtain has been drawn

A wasted life deserves no song.

And now ashamed of who I am

I missed what everyone could see

Always a fight for me to change

Into the man you want me to be

A better man that shares my name

Can I look into his eyes

And see a reflection of me