The Hell We've Been Living In

Can't afford to lose my memory

I'm too in debt

Fear becoming fact

The years you miss aren't coming back

Guess I forgot

To keep my friends from falling off

You can't run away

From something that was never there

No one is starting to understand this

Of course we miss the faces

That we used to kiss

Cut yourself with the long hand

From your broken clock

Timing just nothing except wasted time

You say you don't understand

I say it doesn't help

I'm still fucked to death

It's still meaningless its still hit or miss

Its never making sense

It all went wrong in sympathetic song

Starting again

With broken hymns and limbs

I want star-bound feet

Far from the ground

This is the most intense thing you've felt

This is two hands

Ripping through your chest

To scrape the love from your heart