To Feel Adored

how do my lips feel?

can you feel my struggle?

emotions held in since childhood

and it's my turn to let you know

i've been stepped on,

walked on, abused, refused...

shallow people living shallow lives

learning first hand

the consequences of love

feeling so low

one with the floor

every now and then it comes and goes

feeling this high

up in the sky

oh how i've waited to feel adored

so much has changed since then

this inside is still tainted

slowly getting over it

at times i feel so untouchable

sometimes the smallest things bring me down

depression sometimes kills the best of them

so let me use you to forget about the past

and ill do it like that because you said i was the very best

how do my hands feel?

can you feel my pain?

because i've never felt this good

from me to you.