Left Out

Feeling left out from the right side of your bed

Feeling stressed out over every last word you said

Feelings left now, just a ghost inside my head

Feeling less now cause I know you dream me dead

I been left out, lied to, talked about and used

Stared down and laughed at while walking out of school

You wanna put the blame on me, the feeling's nothing new

You wanna hang more pain on me, there's nothing you can do

A moment lasts inside this coffin, I'm buried often

Every time your calling once your starting there's no stopping

You know what, I pick my phone up, know you can hear me

Just show up and show love, just want you near me

But like, does that even feel right?

Cause I don't want you if anyone can hold you all through the night

And is it even fair or worth for me to put up a fight?

Just to prove that I'm the one and you still leave out of spite

No more broken hearts to fall apart to broken promise

No more playing cards with broken shards which goes to haunt us

And we don't gotta put all this care beyond us

But you don't gotta be scared to be honest

Feeling left out from the right side of your bed

Feeling stressed out over every last word you said

Feelings left now, just a ghost inside my head

Feeling less now cause I know you dream me dead

I thought a lot lately, please

I wanna stop playing these games

Your mom and pops hate me

And now I'm probably not your top choice

As you're drinking on the rocks lately

I wanna confess

I wanna die when you're brought up by friends

And every night I'm haunted in bed

So I cry, every drop is a sin

And I think I'm healing again

But every feeling I'm feeling is like I'm peeling the skin

Always dealing with women at every show and event

But when we're home or if we're out you're on your phone every second

Said that I'm an ass, I said I think you're right

So every conversation turns to basically a fight

Stare into my eyes and tell me what you need

As I pray to God that you never leave

Feeling left out from the right side of your bed

Feeling stressed out over every last word you said

Feelings left now, just a ghost inside my head

Feeling less now cause I know you dream me dead