Suffer

I wouldn't waste my time with anyone but you.

But wasting time is all I do.

Holding on to self control

Gets harder every day.

Torture me no more or go away.

I wait for you

To see the truth.

I'll tell myself you'll learn the answer.

I'll count the days

I've suffered through

To see if they add up to you.

I never look into your eyes to see the truth.

I know I'll never become you.

Tell me why your conscience lies.

And all your guilt is gone.

Don't you feel you ever could be wrong?

I wait for you to learn the answer.

I'll count the days

I've suffered through

To see if they add up to you.

It never pays

To struggle through

When all that's left is killing you.