What If?

Been disconnected for so long

And left my mark here along the way

So many years have come and gone

So many fears have remained the same

I see a faith

I swim and play

Yet drowning all possibilities

Beyond what I believe and know

I cut the cord free of home again

It turns to silence

A silence sometimes I can hear

Internal violence

A struggle deep within what if

What if I leave, could I still breathe

What if I breathe, could I still be

And if I leave, would I be me

I lost my hope along the way

I lost my hope along the way

It turns to silence

A silence sometimes I can hear

Internal violence

A struggle deep within what if

What if I leave, could I still breathe

What if I breathe, could I still be

And if I leave, would I be me

What if

What if

What if

It turns to silence

A silence sometimes I can hear

Internal violence

A demon deep within what if

What if I leave, could I still breathe

What if I breathe, could I still be

And if I leave, would I be me

What if

What if

What if