Actual Pain

That's tearing me apart

Deep inside my heart

Tell me why I hurt this way

Should I even love you anymore?

I don't wanna find out why

I'm too scared to look behind that door

I put my trust in all my faith

And every word between us spoken

Why do I believe the things you say

When my heart's already broken?

All this pain I feel

That's tearing me apart

Is what makes you real

Deep inside my heart

I can only count the ways

I earn these scars but they're all tokens

Every time I see your face

I know my hope's no longer showing

I don't need a reason to believe

If my faith's already broken

How could I let love lead the way

When I don't know where I'm going?

All this pain I feel

That's tearing me apart

Is what makes you real

Deep inside my heart

Fought so hard

Still I feel like I'm in chains

When I gave my heart

The darkness still remains

Woah-oh-oh-oh

Woah-oh-oh-oh

All this pain I feel

That's tearing me apart

Is what makes you real

Deep inside my heart

Tell me why I hurt this way

Should I even love you anymore?

I don't wanna find out why

I'm too scared to look behind that door