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Hey Dad,

I'm writing to you

Not to tell you that I still hate you

Just to ask you how you feel

And how we fell apart

How this fell apart

Are you happy out there in this great wide world?

Do you think about your sons?

Do you miss your little girl?

When you lay your head down,

How do you sleep at night?

Do you even wonder if we're alright?

If we're alright,

We're alright

It's been a long hard road without you by my side

Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried

You broke my mother's heart

You broke your children for life

Its not okay

But we're all right

I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes

But those are just a long lost memory of mine

I spent so many years learning how to survive

And I'm writing just to let you know I'm still alive

The days I spent so cold, so hungry,

Were full of hate, I was so angry

The scars run deep inside this tattooed body

There's things I'll take to my grave

But I'm okay

I'm okay

It's been a long hard road without you by my side

Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried

You broke my mother's heart

You broke your children for life

It's not okay

But we're all right

I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes

But those are just a long lost memory of mine

Now I'm writing just to let you know I'm still alive

And I'm still alive

Sometimes I forgive

Yeah, and this time

I'll admit

That I miss you

Said I miss you

It's been a long hard road without you by my side

Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried

You broke my mother's heart

You broke your children for life

It's not okay

But we're all right

I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes

Those are just a long lost memory of mine

Now I'm writing just to let you know I'm still alive

And sometimes I forgive,

And this time,

I'll admit,

That I miss you,

I miss you,

Hey Dad.