Self Help

All I have right now is right here

And right now

I want what I want, I always have

When no one cared about me, dreams were all I had

But nightmares grow and no one's listening

And idle thoughts'll do their thing

I still feel so much pain here from the past

And it cuts like a knife

It feels like a fight

To take back your life

Searching for the meaning

I'm living in these feelings

I'm ready for a reason to believe

Now I'm working on my insides

'Cause outside there's no reasoning

If anyone here [?] what it seems

All I have right now is right here

I felt too bad about myself

I never thought I was good enough for anybody else

I couldn't look love in the eye

I was too broken to try

Life was a cold song that taught me not to cry

And it cuts like a knife

It feels like a fight

To take back your life

Searching for the meaning

I'm living in these feelings

I'm ready for a reason to believe

Now I'm working on my insides

'Cause outside there's no reasoning

If anyone here [?] what it seems

How long I'm waiting

Feeling lost, frustrated

Locked out and I'm on my own

[?] got no place to go

How long should I stay here all alone

Searching for the meaning

I'm living in these feelings

I'm ready for a reason to believe

Now I'm working on my insides

'Cause outside there's no reasoning

If anyone here [?] what it seems