Calamitous Mortification

Lie in my bed

Waiting for my fate

Will I live again

Or is it too late?

Fight this unbearable war

That I didn't choose

So how can I know,

If I win or lose?

Scream to bear this pain

That's enough to go insane

Tons of questions are in my head

And the only answer I found is death

Intoxicate my body

To leave the stage of agony

In hope of getting an ease

I'll never lose the vicious disease

Treatment is always the same

No results are yet obtained

I'm digging a grave in my bed

O dear god wish a was dead...

The only good thing

Doctors decided to do with me

Was to sample parts of my body

For a elaborated study

Calamitous mortification

Is the main cause of my mortality

Leave my body to putrefaction

I will be the mortician's depravity

Lie in my bead

Waiting for my fate

Will I live again,

Or is it too late?

Fight this unbearable war

That I didn't choose

So how can I know,

If I win or lose?