Perimortem

Close to the end, fading away, clenching on to life

Feeling my fluids draining out, every breath so hard

Alive or dead seems all the same, engulfed in myself

For a future seat in hell I shall end this now

In my last conscious state I recall the pain

Born through years of spit and hate, always longing for this day

Now its time to prove them wrong, those who doubted me

Coward! Misfit! Outcast! You shall bow before me

Life, so fragile indeed

Death, sweet relief

At the final step I hesitate but grin

Pain, sweet relief

Close to the end, fading away, clenching on to life

Feeling my fluids draining out, every breath so hard

Life, so fragile indeed

Death, sweet relief

At the final step I hesitate but grin

Pain, sweet relief