Heatstroke

I said the lights don't help these days

Chances are that if your ten rows back I can't even see your face

I've been hidin' in the only thing that ever made me safe

Long enough to make me addicted

Turn it into my cage

Who the fuck wants to drink my wine

Put the last supper on hold, honey, I don't think I'll make it in time

This whole games got me fakin' a smile

And tied down to tracks

I layed down tryin'a gain an extra mile

This is all of me

Another thorn stem apology

Writin in the heat of the pressure dieing for harm

Lost, till they find me with the bullet, with the cross

That they hung around around my neck like somebody told me there's God

Yeah I guess I got a problem with reality

And never looked to heaven when the devil in me flashed his teeth

And that's the part of me I'm trying to change

Swing hard now I'm breaking the chain

Now get away from me

I said the road's so hard and rough

Said I'm trying not to loose my way

And the worlds so cold and tough

Told this shovel that it digs my grave

What's holding me down, down, down, down, down, down, down

What's holding me down, down, down, down, down, down, down

Heyyyy...

From time to time like brian I'm a shell of myself

If I was a weaker man I'd put a shell in myself

Either ballin on a budget or fallin on a deficit

Plenty of self-worth with no means of investing it

The blessings get few and far between so I'm stressin shit

Lady lucky celibate, she ain't fuckin' with me

Hidin behind a hand it starts to look a mighty temptin

Hurtin behind an image I ain't pimpin I'm just limpin

Tryna walk it off or walk it out

That's just what the songs about

Handlin adversity whenever I step out the house

Whether the weather is sunny or nastier than sauerkraut

Every endeavor takes bits of faith until you're left with doubt

No Tears for Fears but I swear I wanna Shout

Kick, scream, and strain but that ain't gon' change a thang

Kick screen the game, you see but don't feel the pain

A junky is a cripple but he will show you the cain so...

(Tryna look inside myself, can't look inside no one else, I'm my own worst enemy)