Losing All Sense

When I woke up today I was so bound

To a memory cut long ago

I could hear all your words echo on down

And then my heart rate dropped to a crawl

Move too fast

Here we are

Can't let go

Take the past

Own your scars

Let it show

Could I ask of you not to cut into me

Dividing all of my body for me

I was left here to go through all the pieces

Nothing more to spare

I keep looking for reasons to come 'round

To make sense of your internal row

But it's a maze and there's nothing to be found

It just leads me away from my end goal

Move too fast

Here we are

Can't let go

Take the past

Own your scars

Let it show

Like a rogue wave you

Wash right over me

Losing all sense of what my body could feel

I was able to drift away from here

I have lost all control

The cipher walks alone

The cipher lies so long awake

She can't help

One night to lie so long awake

Just thinking

Just thinking

It's too late