Crushed Out

I won't let you bother me

You'll never know what i am thinking

I won't get angry because

I cannot feel anything

My patience has been tried

Too many times beyond my counting

Now you yell at me

I cannot hear you anymore

I will take care of things

With all of what i am

I cannot gaurantee

I'll do as well again

Ever since this started

Anger has become my mother

Superego has died

Because she has taken over

My body hums from inside

I don't know what i am doing

I must control my hands

So that you can continue breathing