First Class Jerk

There's a cruel change in the air, I'm suffocating and

wanting to die

So selfish to say you'll feel abandoned, you're half

the reason I left this behind

Too many steps in the wrong direction

Repeat, repeat, every day is the fucking same

Remain stagnant, remain content

Losing sight of the surface I need an escape

Try to hold me back 'cause you're scared, you're scared

of what might happen without you

Construct a horror story of fiction, of nothingness

that fades to black

The tide has turned so fast, what the fuck happened

here?

I must rid myself of this dead weight, release the

shackles there's no turning back

So many years, side by side, now all meaningless

Too many steps in the wrong direction

Repeat, repeat, everyday is the fucking same

Remain stagnant, remain content

Rising up to the surface I found my escape

We won't be here forever, I've got myself to worry

about

Gazing in the right direction, raising my whisper to a

shout

Try to stand in my way, then let the bloodshed begin

Don't drag me down with your sinking ship, I must rise

above

So fucking much for thick as thieves, you're all dead

to me