I Hope He Kills You

I won't say “I hope your happy with him”.

I promised myself this year I would tell the truth.

I’ll pretend my heart’s not breaking.

It’s taking everything I have not to call you back.

I hope he breaks you down.

The next time you call, I won’t be around.

No one ever made me feel like you did

and now I’m struggling to feel anything at all.

It may sound mean like I’m not understanding.

I understand it all too well and I hope that you fall.

You’re always on the wrong end of the turnpike.

I want to choke myself to death with the phone line.

“Go your own way and I’ll be with you”,

(FSF - Wearing Thin) but nothing that you ever say could make me hate you.

Don’t want to laugh last, I don’t want to say “ I told you so”.

I want you to call me back and say “I love you”, because I’ve got nowhere to go.

These nights spent alone without you are dragging me down.

Though I know that this seems bitter,

It's how I get through these nights without you.

I hope that this doesn’t come out wrong

but I’d do anything to make you feel on top of the world,

and I’ll still be here just like I have always been.