Grey Havens

The edge

It calls to me from the grey

I don't know what I will say

And I'm afraid of

Being oblivious to oblivion

I'll say a prayer under my breath

And hope you'll hear

If it's my time to go

I don't want to look back

I'm waiting for something

Like a light to guide my way

Just step into nothing

When I'm not quite sure that

I don't want to stay

I want to believe that

That somehow I'll be fine

And everything's alright and

This is not my time

The art of balancing is lost on me

I don't know which way

To fall into Infinity

Will it feel like waking up

Or falling back to dream

And sleep forever on

If it's my time to go

I don't want to look back

I'm waiting for something

Like a light to guide my way

Just step into nothing

When I'm not quite sure that

I don't want to stay

I want to believe that

That somehow I'll be fine

And everything's alright and

This is not my time

Will it feel like waking up like before

The way your dream just disappears

Will it feel like giving up

And letting go and drifting out

I'm waiting for something

Like a light to guide my way

Just step into nothing

When I'm not quite sure that

I don't want to stay

I want to believe that

That somehow I'll be fine

And everything's alright and

This is not my time

This is not my time

This is not mine!