Defeated By Life

Defeated by life, that's what I am

It's something more than just being the loser,

It's looking more at your target, at life

Through a bulletproof glass

Your efforts to break it are all vain

And forever will be

Hitting you enemy so hard, until your fist bleed

But nothing will change

As soon as you entered the competition,

You already knew that everything is worthless

All your strenght and efforts thrown away

While a bitter laugh is echoing in your head.

And there is nothing you could do to stop it

And this is the supposed great circle of life?

I think not!

Motionless, hopeless

Apathy is your god now

Sometimes you love and praise it

Sometimes you're afraid of it

But when daylight is reaching you tired body

Again

Ghosts disappear, just for a second

You're feeling competitive and full of strenght

While you blind eyes are ready to observe another defeat

Once again