This Will Hurt

A familiar house I enter,

Viewing a staircase...

That leads to a tragic scene,

A room thats lit by unseen stars,

Peaking through an a jared door,

A heavy head being supported by soft hands,

Reliving the moment of them caressing my scars

Feeling the illusion of rejuvenation,

Seeing the tears that I used to dry from your face,

Falling..

He enters...

Makes her forget the past,

As a lifetime of sinful lust pours onto her,

Two bodies become one,

Witnessing every breath taking moment,

Never ending...

Heavy breathing,

This numbing feeling,

Choking from a dry throat,

Accompanied by tears

my world is crashing down...

Dying from within...

I don't know whats more painful,

Gutting my wrist,

Putting a bullet between my eyes,

Or viewing the rest of this sickening experience,

Either way,

This will hurt...