Can't Let Go

Do you understand this, 'cause I don't

People either leave you

Or they fail you

That's all

There may be a different truth to be told

But I can't let go

Of my old place

I can't let go

Of my old face

Of my old things

I can't let go

Can you comprehend how I could feel

That I was never worthy of good things or love

You know it disappoints me

That I see everything

Through all of these layers of colorless film

There might be a rainbow

A spectrum in my periphery

There must be a nicer

thought to believe

But it's hard to let go

Of my old place

I can't let go

Of my old face

Of my old things

I can't let go

There's a very old mirror

That I like to look into

It always shows me the old familiar face

I loathe so well and

When I look back it looks back too oh

Oh you'll never know how hard it is to let go

Do you understand this 'cause I don't

The very thing that saved me will kill me

That's all

And everyone will shake their heads and say

"How sad"

That I couldn't let go

Of my old place

I couldn't let go

Of my old face

Of my old things

I can't let go

I couldn't let go

Of my old place

Can't let go

Of my old face

Of my old things

I can't let go

I can't let go

Can't let go