What I See I Despise

It’s been feeding on dark thought in me

Spreading rumours in my mind

Building anger in my heart

Burning hatred in my eyes

Now I see through all the lies

What I see I despise

What I see I recognize

I twist their every world

To find a crack

To see the truth

To find the place I’ve been used

To find a piece of me in you

To find something I can abuse

Now I see

You need me to put your weakness on

I spit on the hand you offer

Spit on the words you speak

You will never find me trusting

You will never find me weak

What I see I despise

What I see I recognize

It’s all sickening to me

All these good intentions

I Remember all the times you let me down

When I found myself alone

All the times you weren’t around

Left me time to think

Who you are

What you give

What I need

What I see I despise

What I see I recognize

I don’t need no one but me!