Where I've Been

The other day you know I was rapping with a partner of mine you know real good christian cat

A paster matter of fact and uh you know he told me to whom much is given much is required and with great power comes great responsibility

I told em ya know I could just go off what I been through... you know

I don't know where I'm going

But I do know where I've been

Came so far came so hard

The journey makes you smart

And I've learned so much since then

I tell em I'm doing fine even though I'm doing bad

They got problems of they own I don't wanna add to that

Me okay imagine that its just a magic act

I play hurt and don't cry n they act mad at that

Left on foot came back in a benz

Money don't make me happy you believe it so I pretend

Any man living like me I commend

The situation I'm in is better than the pen

The pen is powerful

The voice is a weapon

The brain is a machine you know if you've been gifted

You've been cursed but it could be worse

Lost contact with those who loved me first

I cant find my place but I diligently search

Don't grunt don't groan but it definitely hurts

Came to find out prayer definitely works

Too worried about the world not concerned with the earth and uh

I don't know where I'm going

But I do know where I've been

Came so far came so hard

The journey makes you smart and

I've learned so much since then

I got pain hydrocodone don't work on

Percoset don't touch it

Oxycontin cant budge it

The pain of dealing with the dirt that I've done

Mamas in trauma crying over their sons

The good girls that I've turned bad

I think about where they at

I was wrong for that

I repent for my sins but I'm so far gone

I cant remember em all can yall

Talking to my oldest

Made her put it on her pinky

Don't let anyone separate you from kiki

Yall sisters

You gone need each other

When I'm gone you still see me in each other

Stick with one another

The world is a bit overwhelming

You need all the help you can get

Someday yall be one another's bridesmaids

Sitting on the porch watching yall kids play

I don't know where I'm going

But I do know where I've been

Came so far came so hard

The journey makes you smart and

I've learned so much since then

My wife so tolerant

Talk about heaven sent

Took her through some places

That she should've never been

Put her thru some things she never should went through

She done did a lot for me that she didn't have to

Argue but a lot of times

I do it out of love

Cause you don't stand a chance

Here if you not tough

She gullible I find that lovable

Cause gullibility for me was over in my teens

She my motivation

They say behind every good man

If you look you'll find

A good woman well there she go right there

With the prom queen face and the Pantene hair

She believes in the dreams that a lot of women laughed

Knows when to keep on knows when to back off

So hard that she gotta be soft

I gotta beautiful lady and she make beautiful babies

I don't know where I'm going

But I do know where I've been

Came so far came so hard

The journey makes you smart and

I've learned so much since then