Autonomy

You can always tell 'cause you know me well

With my pupils wide I'm under cast spell

I paint a picture for miles

And hang it on the wall

So if my memory fades I can still recall

Oh a sharp turn can change everything

Energy flows in every direction

And some days I wish I had some white out

And if did there's never enough time

Energy flows in every direction

And some day I hope to figure it out

To busy looking forward to begin in the now

I try to slow down and pace

But I don't know how

Sitting idle for hours has turned into days

Consumed by my thoughts of you

In another place

Someday I'd like to play a part in my life

I've waited to start

I bet I could live it well

If I take deep breaths and exhale

So little time what am I do to?

I want my cake and I want to taste it too

Is that really so much to ask for?

You got your head up into the clouds

You want to live in glorious autonomy

Oh that's what it really comes down to