Why Did I Decide To Stay?

Kept my coat on

while you put your empty arms around me

kept my shirt on

and wrestled my memory down

when i put my arm around you

i had to hold my mand in place

i didn't move to keep you from feeling chased

Dropping off

you smile easy

what was i supposed to say?

hits the ground

and it dies easy

why did i decide to stay?

looks like i should forget you now

underneath the covers i'm not naked

maybe you were never next to me

does all recorded history start tomorrow morning?

did you forget or were your kisses my final warning?

a spent bullet brought me down

add me to the list you stopped with blanks

or how about a rundown of the top 100

where do i rank

did i even make the list

or did i make a big mistake?

Dropping off

you smile easy

what was i supposed to say?