Emotional Wound

My soul is tired like the evening sun

It is night and the moon is full

In this place alone I am

Hoping to see behind the dawn

In this dark and long winter of torment

I'm passing through

In sadness I well dwell

Hoping to see any light to fade away

Haunted by dreams dressed in black

Embraced within them and in their loneliness

Searching for serenity

Within my deepest inner soul

When pleasure is found

Ecstatic will I be

And no more will I hold this

Overwhelming sadness

I long for scarlet days

Of pleasure and delight despite that being

So insipid and unreal in this gloomy future

That is approaching so fast

I will have to resignate myself to this

And stand embraced in solitude)

...and surrounded by loneliness

And void feelings so lost until the day

When maybe all will understand...