Grave

It's just another day

In a mind of insane

Death is creeping in again

Storms of hail and rain

Can I hold on another day

In the mind that's full of rage?

Feels like I'm losing grip on the existence that is my BANE...

My reality is slipping

My hands on the gun and gripping!!

Depression blankets entombs and threatens my existance!!

So many times I've lost my mind

Held on too much but not this time!!

My selfishness embracing so I let go of resistance!!

f*ck you all, that try to talk

Your sense to me, I don't belong

Just leave me be, this dead mans on the ledge!!

Your sympathy don't mean shit to me

So f*ck this life I'm sharpening!!

The blade that is conduit to my end!!

One foot in the gutter

One foot in grave

One foot for revenge

One for being betrayed

One foot for denial

One foot for lost faith

One foot in the gutter

One foot in the GRAVE

The rope around my neck is gripping

The stool under feet is slipping

To purge me of the pressure and the hell that's been my life!

To many times, I lost my sight

I've chose to this battle but refuse to fight

Todays my day of reckoning, so let the fuse ignite

f*ck you all, that try to talk!!

Your sense to me, I don't belong!!

Just leave me be, this dead mans on the ledge!!

Your sympathy don't mean shit to me

So f*ck this life I'm sharpening

The blade that is conduit to my end!!

One foot in the gutter

One foot in grave

One foot for revenge

One for being betrayed

One foot for denial

One foot for lost faith

One foot in the gutter

One foot in grave

I look that final step

At last without regret

This gift I wouldn't sell

My heaven is your hell

Everything is dark

Everything is light

Angels fly to heaven

As demons fall to night

This darkness that I caress

Blows warm air upon my neck

As I embrace my death

No more panic and no distress

This life cannot be saved

This life is lost today

I had one foot in the gutter

Now both are in the grave...!