Cursed

Every day I wake into the black

Every breath I take and can't get back

Every day's a deeper shade of grey

Everywhere I walk there's only rain

Ingratitude for this solitude

A soul adrift in the sea

Crucifixion of time, my affliction is life

Ha death forgotten me

My life is a ting made of the past

Seen though the shards of looking glass

Deep is the dark that fills my lungs

Sharp were the words that sliced my tongue

Ingratitude for this solitude

A soul adrift in the sea

Crucifixion of time, my affliction is life

Ha death forgotten me

Afraid to fall asleep and never wake

Every inch of me begins to ache

Who knows what will become of me

I'm wondering what it's like to be set free

Reliving pains of blows from long ago

It's razor wire scraped across my soul

Will something come to kill this dying flame

The voice of death is bound to speak my name

Thought the end i know is drawing near

I face each day alone in fear

I wait to sing my last heroic verse

This blessing is not a blessing but a curse

Ingratitude for this solitude

A soul adrift in the sea

Crucifixion of time, my affliction is life

Ha death forgotten me

Ingratitude for this solitude

A soul adrift in the sea

Crucifixion of time, my affliction is life

Ha death forgotten me