Nothing Back

I've tied so many chains to what I hate in life,

But nothing seems to get away from me

I've tried to get away from all the shit they taught me

And nothing changes, things remain the same

Mad and enraged, wrathful, annoyed

It's bullshit what they say, don't wanna be their toy

One last fix's waiting, I know that's not enough

I want more, anywhere, anyway

Their words are mistaken, they speak of ways of life

I don't care what it means to them

Anxious, desperate, drugged and out of control

I take to the streets in search of something more

I've given my whole life to the one's who exploit

My faith and my desires and I've gotten nothing back

And I don't follow rules 'cause they all piss me off

When I get nothing back

No way to accept a chance 'cause there's no difference

When I get nothing back

They crucify my mind and bet with my soul

I'm lost in the lost paradise, a paradise of lust

I stand apart from everything they offer in life

Their rules get on my nerves, hope they die

They want to delete my trace, cause they

Don't wanna face what the world has become

After their true illness