Forgive Me

I've never seen so clearly

Cause I was focused on all the wrong things

And then [?] inside of me

Cause I was drowning in this deep dark sea

Of guilt and shame and self regret

I thank the lord that I'm not dead yet

I like to sing and whiskey,

But my body is tired and I'm over it,

It's time for me to be

The best that I can be

Things won't stay the same

'Cause I need to make this change

I'm content and I'm finally letting go

My baby left me with a heartache,

With empty hands and a feeling I can't shake.

I'm such a [?] can't see the sinking ship,

I shake and do [?] as I abandon it

Wish all get up to the summer playing

It lasted longer than I ever could have dreamed

I prey to lord my soul to take,

And beg forgiveness as I run towards the burning gates

It's time for me to be

The best that I can be

Things won't stay the same

'Cause I need to make this change

I'm content and I'm finally letting go

When I couldn't be

what you wanted me to be

needed a change

But couldn't find the words to say

[?]

If it was meant to be we'll have to wait and see