Complications

All I know is it's hard for me

Can't tell what's left and right this time-ime

And I don't know where directions lead

then move from side to side while blinded

It's the life that I lead inside my head

that's killing me again

That kid living life in the moment then

is drowning in regret

My heart's been through some complications

It's usually alright but

I don't see a sign of life

My mind's held up on conversation

and I don't know if it's right but

I bite my tongue and try to be nice

The doctors say there's still good in me

But I can't wait around inside here

And still we search for our meaning

We're just not meant to find right now oh

It's the life that I lead inside my head

that's killing me again

That kid living life in the moment then

is drowning in regret

My heart's been through some complications

It's usually alright but

I don't see a sign of life

My mind's held up on conversation

we never should have had

I bite my tongue and try to be nice

I used to think I say some things with meaning to the world

But you will say I lost my voice, my passion, my desire

The world has changed up its mind

The world has changed up its mind (mind)

My heart's been through some complications

My heart's been through some complications

My heart's been through some complications

My heart's been through some complications

My mind's held up on conversation

I am usually alright

so I bite my tongue and try to be nice