Build a Bridge and Jump Off It

Lonely and restless on the coldest of nights

With these thoughts on my mind that keep pulling me down.

I'm only fooling everyone else

So that everyone else turns their back, turns their back on me.

So let go of these feelings that I'm keeping inside.

I'll hold on cause I'm feeling like I'm barely alive.

Lay back as this pain takes over me.

Broke down cause my head is spinning out of control.

Nineteen years and I got nothing to show.

We're only getting older now.

This pain seems forgotten

But inside I'm rotting, I'm rotting

Thinking of all this time

left to waste, then die.

The only thing I know for sure

Is I don't care anymore.

And when I'm gone

Well, I hope you have the strength to move on.

Angry, but I'm told to not complain.

Reckless, but I'm better off this way.

This is not what I want, but I'll just bite my tongue.

Now I'm hungry (hungry) but I'm too tired to eat.

Tired (tired) but I'm too hungry to sleep.

We're only getting older now.

This pain seems forgotten

But inside I'm rotting, I'm rotting

Thinking of all this time

left to waste, then die.

The only thing I know for sure

Is I don't care anymore.

And it hurts

Save me cause I'm drowning

Give me more time like it

People keep on counting

It feels like I'm blinded now

As they shut me out

But I'm trying to see

Please make this stop

This pain seems forgotten

But inside I'm rotting, I'm rotting

Thinking of all this time

left to waste, then die.

I'm not going to know what I'm doing here

So why can't you give me a sign?

So hold your breath now, swimming in an ocean of fear

My last regret is never knowing why I'm here.