Apart

Repentance knocks

At the door

He smiles with his

Rotten black smile

“Hurry up, no time to waste”

“All that you miss is there”

Finally we arrive

In the mansion of guilt

“You are already late”

He says with a grin

Guide me

To the field of solitude

“They are all alone”

When I walk behind the rows

They are watching

I hide

I didn’t want this

The insanity, the burden

My shoulders weren’t strong enough

Oh God, Don’t lay this upon me

They are all alone

I stand behind the rows

Then I wake up

To the sound of..

A distant echo

Ringing in my ear

The dream that went stale

Tear through the canvas of all these years

Through the painting of my mourning

Suddenly

The aisles are getting narrower

Crushing me

Pushing me away

Towards the altar of sleep

Towards the despair

I rise, I walk

Step by step

Closer to the mirror of anguish

Too scared to look

Too guilty to turn away

I stare the tree

Beside me

Lay down the words

That were meant to be

Prepare myself

I slip away

This is the final song as a reminder

Of a distinguished light

The final hymn for a house

That was burned down all too soon

Goodbye