This is Who I Am

[Uncle Howie talking]

I get up, I go to my methadone program to get my meth. I drink my meth and I go make some money and go get whatever I can get high on. That’s about it. Fucking get high. What else is there?

[Chorus]

This is who I am, this is what the world made me

I don’t give a fuck whether you love me or hate me

I’m gonna die like that, forever at war

Hated by most, loved by few, respected by all

This is who I am, this is what the world made me

I don’t give a fuck whether you love me or hate me

I’m gonna ride like that, forever at war

Hated by most, loved by few, respected by all

[Verse 1]

With everything you gain there’s something you lose

You best be real clear on that, something you choose

Sometimes the most valuable things mean nothing to fools

And they don’t want it till they see it means something to you

But you can’t have what’s mine, homie, get your own

Get the fuck out my face and stay in your lane

You ain’t nothing like me, kid, we ain’t the same

Get the fuck off my dick and stay in your lane

Old school like Power Play, lounging with Fatal

Nas rhyming in the lobby, Rakim in the ?

Before Non Phixion I was up at Chung King

With Onyx and Jam Master J puffing the chronic

A good dude, rest in peace

RIP, the big DS as well, I’mma spark the L

Think about hard it was to come up in the game

Over twenty years I love it the same

Matter fact even love it more at the end of the day

Been wanting to work with Muggs

Since Cypress first dropped Real Estate

Now I’m doing what I want to do, La Coka Nostra

I won’t stop till I’m on the wanted poster

Came a long way from talent shows with Black Moon

When Chuck Chilla was the manager for both of our groups

This is ‘92, I’m talking bout fifteen years ago

In the Who’s Got Da Props video with Gucci Row

My world, my life’s deep, you can’t imagine

Cause the lies torture hatred in my soul like a cancer

Neither can be bought nor sold no matter the ransom

And neither truly exists without the other as the answer

Mankind so inherently evil

We made laws, religion, and jails simply to protect us from ourselves

Got too many cases, get arrested for robberies that I didn’t do

My mugshot’s in regular rotation

[Chorus]

This is who I am

This is who I am