The Weight Of Devotion

Dragging me down, there's nothing left of this broken man

Bearing this weight, it weakens me day by day

Try to find change, but I'm looking through jaded eyes

Leave me here, I know no other way to live

Using the fear, to suffer the pain

Driven by rage, in this manic mind

A life of service, a life in ruin

Shattered so slowly, ever so completely

I've given so much, it's stolen my soul

I'm nothing at all, it defines my being

The pleasures of life, elude me still

Cast me out, cast me down

The hate inside me, overcomes the world

It empowers me, It elevates me

My devotion blinds me, the darkness finds me

Heavy on me, weighing down on me

This devotion drives me, my actions haunt me

Crushing me, crushing down on me