With The Reflection Of Self

What is it to feel more?

when I will never be complete.

The part of me that's missing

has forever been erased from me.

Slut, I've had enough of your fucking lies

Shut the fuck up.

Where can a man find his strength?

when his happiness is placed in the hands of another?

My insecurities have gotten the best of me;

Living with incompletion, is my burden to hold

The past has reflected my being

now that my white has been shaded with this grey;

Is there a possibility I could have you?

Just for another day...