As I Close My Eyes

Alone, forlorn in silence

Nothing left to me

But your memory

As I close my eyes, as my soul withers

The bitter taste of deceit

For all that's untold

This waste of love, a wound in my heart

The grace of your body, imaginary lost

The pale distance

Devours me from within

When shadows are no more

And the river stops bleeding

The throne of my dead illusions

My monument of pain

Is your masterpiece

My soul bleed it's black delusions

In a flowing torrent of hate

And all that you were revives

As I close my eyes

Doomed to my existence

Joy swept away

The mirage vanished

Behind a darkened sky

Hear my cry as I've witnessed

The fading of your memory

This agony inside my soul

As I lay myself to rest

So I throw myself to death

I drown

As I close my eyes