Catathymic Rage

Catathymia

Emotionally traumatized

Beginning of the end

My brutal fantasy

Envelopes me

Unsolvable internal state

Leads to emotional tension

Dreaming of a violent deed

That I must now carry out

Paranoid, and anxious your blamed

Building desperation-uxoricide

Anger now a threat to my fragile sense of self

Imbuing violence with symbolic thinking

Tension culminates-catathymic rampage

Anger, tension, destabilization

My core perturbed, ungodly time bomb

Paranoia, killing the only way

Rage motivation

Stabbed hundreds of times

Killing with unparalleled ferocity

Animal instinct has taken over

I'm now a programmed killing machine

Extremely violent episode has been achieved

Target of the tension smashed repeatedly

After the brutality, relief

There is no recollection of the catathymic killing