Blinded

My life's a symphony of tragedy

Don’t know if I'm alive

Or am I dreaming

It is a symphony of agony

And hate is all I live for

Can’t take it anymore

Haunted by memories from long ago

I see them with my own eyes

Yet I am blinded

Everytime I lay me down

I see it all I see the sorrow

That has been haunting me

Now I know why it feels so cold

Now I know why I can't live

When I'm awake there is no light shining inside of me

Cause I'm blinded

And when I sleep I can see everything within me

Cause I'm blinded

When I'm awake

I don't believe that I'm alive

Or am I dreaming... ..Don't wanna wake up

I don’t believe that I am dead

I am alive when I am dreaming

It's all a mystery

All I see are the shadows

That surround me and they call me

Oh please forgive me

I'm so alone and I am scared

Oh please take me to the other side

And guide me to the light