Manic Depressive

In my mind's eye

You throw wickedness at me

I'm just a toy to you

I bring no real joy to you

The way I see it

You don't want me here no more

You want a hole in my forehead

And blood pouring on the floor

Cause I'm so dirty

Fuckin' dirty and shoddy

I want up out of this body

That's hated by everybody

Sometimes I don't know why

I continue to try

It's so much easier to die

Than to get by

And to get by

And to get by

If I'm gonna die

I'm taking you with me

Get you and get me

We can be bloody

If I'm gonna fly

I'm gonna succeed

Take you and get me

We can be bloody

Sometimes I don't know why

I continue to try

It's so much easier to die

Than to get by

And to get by

And to get by

I don't wanna leave my house

Don't wanna open my mouth

Don't wanna read my mail

Don't wanna meet with pals

I don't wanna fuck shit up

Don't wanna fuckin' get up

Don't wanna take up space

Don't want your time to waste

I don't wanna fight this back

Just wanna fade to black

Don't wanna turn to faith

Or wanna burn at stakes

I don't wanna build my life

I wanna bloody my knife

Don't wanna grab the phone

Don't wanna leave this room

I don't wanna talk with you

I'm fuckin' stalkin' you

Don't wanna fix myself

I wanna nix myself

I don't wanna try to change

Just wanna fry my brains

Don't wanna slow shit down

I wanna throw shit around

I don't wanna run nowhere

Don't want no one to care

Don't want another crack at it

I'd rather be a crack addict

I don't wanna look for help

Don't wanna help myself

I don't wanna even try

To get by...

To get by...

And to get by...and to get by...and to get by...and to get by...