The Moment of Reckoning

If I only could I would

Change everything

Today is the day, the moment of reckoning

For too long I've been hiding

This truth within my chest

Today is the day when I will come clean

Answer for my deeds

And stand up for my faint-heartedness

If I only could I would change everything

Let the suffering be mine

And only mine for this time

In your time of need I betrayed you

When I should have watched over you I walked away

Now there are two straying souls weak in faith

In your time of need I left you

When I should have been strong

I turned my back on you

Now there are two straying souls about to break

When there now are two of us alone

There's not anymore anyone alone

Today is the day when I will face you at length

You my child have wept enough

Far too long swallowed your hate

Today is the day when I will promise to myself

Take care from you I've been running away

And with for so many years

If I only could I would change everything

Let the suffering be mine

And only mine for this time