Against The Wall

Wasted time, wasted words,

Pent-up thoughts until it hurts.

I fake a smile and I try to find my way out.

Feels so bad, so bad to see

that you are way different from me.

I can see myself watching you vanish in the crowd.

And you ask me what it's all about.

I don't know the answer.

Keep starring right against the wall.

I bite my lips and cut my tongue,

words are so damn useless.

You just don't understand at all.

Gleams of hope are passing by

and now I know I won't rely on anyone no more.

It always turns out wrong.

Pack your bags, take good care,

don't look back - become aware!

Nothing's real. I guess we knew it all along.

It always starts quite fine

and every time it feels alright.

I fall down again and I lose my trust

in anyone around:.

I'd tell you how it hurts inside,

but you just don't understand at all.