Where Is The Happiness

Good morning innocence

Why did you leave last night

Self-doubts and disarray

Are always by my side

Welcome back loneliness

Missed me a lot I guess

One question that I got is:

Where is the happiness?

A dead heart frame of mind

It barely tries to hide

Hatred and arrogance

Never just fit me right

But they're all friends of mine

Some are more are less

One thing is never there

Where is the happiness?

They drift away

To my dismay

They come and go just like they want

But which one's gonna

Stay by me

I guarantee

One thing is never there

Where is the happiness today?

My brand new loyalty

Meets my self-interest

The struggle a whole day

Cannot decide who's best

Welcome back loneliness

Who has given you access

One question that I got is:

Where is the happiness?

They drift away

To my dismay

They come and go just like they want

But which one's gonna

Stay by me

I guarantee

One thing is never there

Where is the happiness?

Along my way

I found some aid

But what they said came way too late

Still I don't know

What I just need

I hate this insecurity

Tell me what it's gonna be

One thing is never there

Where is the happiness today?

Good evening honesty

Haven't seen you for days

My self-deception has

Shown me so many ways

To keep away the pain

And all the awfulness

Think that is how I pushed

That thing called happiness away