Moments Of Delight

Since was born into this world

I've been longing to take my place

But every chair that I reached seemed engaged

Everyone said I shouldn't be there

If life was a movie and I were the headliner

Would the audience celebrate me?

This is one question of thousands and millions

That has been torturing me

I'm digging down, down, digging down, down

Close to the abyss I fall back into habits

In a nutshell ... It breaks my fall

Didn't want to hear clever advice

Always thought mine was the best of all

Tried to prove black is white, changed the day into night

Hurt without noticing it

In the end of it all remains nothing at all

But loneliness and infinite fall

I'm digging down, down, digging down, down

But when you feel the love is there

You're overwhelmed, your hearts aware

These are the days of peaceful life

These are the moments of delight

Over the day my shadow are haunting me

Afraid of the whole world around

Hard on the surface but weakness there under

Flavored with fear to the core