I Have To Admit

I have to admit it is going to be hard,

It's already harder than I expected,

I woke up this morning next to nothing,

Arms holding nothing

I won't try to stop you,

I won't try to stop you,

And because I still want you,

I can't be friends with you

I won't show you all the times I've sat at home and cried,

I walked in the fog last night,

For the first time it didn't make me feel alright,

I won't try to stop you,

I won't try to stop you,

And because I still want you,

I can't be friends with you

I may keep the torch inside and try to be your friend,

I walked by your house hoping for an exorcism,

But I was proven wrong again and again

I won't try to stop you,

I won't try to stop you,

And because I still need you,

You are my best friend,

It's already harder than I had expected,

It's already harder than I had expected,

It's already harder than I had expected,

It's already harder than I had expected