Black Regrets

So sick of lying about it

But can't live without it

Keeps up the pulse in my veins now

Heart in mouth and it just keeps on beating

It's stuck on repeaating

The way that your name sounds

I don't want nothing to do with me

But I'm acting alone again

And your lament

"you can't repent

for the sins of another"

the wedding dress

the black regrets

will do nothing but smother us

You push when I push back

You should feel like you act

You should pause for a moment together

Breathe it in til you choke

Every lie in your throat

every stick in the spokes

sends you over now

when your planes are all crashing down

on a long distance lover

Now you're waiting alone

At the back of the room

Try not to wonder why

When you call out his name

Only nothing remains

Try not to wonder why

feels so good and it's true

Such a simple fuck you

Feels so good and it's true

It's the worst we could do