Futile Road

Hold me down, I need a prescription

My heart can't feel this empty anymore

Choke them down, and hope for a reaction, or live another day at war

Days spent dazed, a classic case

Of mis concepted ways

This has always been my life, will always be a place where I spend too

Much time on hold

The things I've done and said each day, keep haunting every move I make

So I'll keep walking, searching for control, down this futile road

Hold me down, my recklessness has damaged, my body beyond all repair

I'm not down, and out yet, I'm just out and down

The search for understanding isn't fair

Days spent dazed, an all too common case

Of misconcepted ways

And after all this time nothings changed

I've lasted all this time and nothings changed