Until This

Are you sleeping?

Can you hear me?

Are you dreaming?

I’m confessing, reassessing

What this all could mean

All the strangeness

I can’t change this

What we’ll be, will be

I don’t remember who I was

Withered away with wander lust

I don’t think I knew happiness

Until this, until this, until this

All love’s questions

Misconceptions

Let me write them down

In a letter

Sealed forever

Where they can’t be found

Until this is something that I’d thought I’d missed

Until this

Until this

Bruised and busted

Stained and rusted

Hopeless, until this