Two Hands

I've been living out of sanity

I've been splitting hairs and blurring lines

I am a house that is divided

In my heart and in my mind

I use one hand to pull you closer

The other to push you away

If I had two hands doing the same thing

Lifted high, lifted high

I have a broken disposition

I'm a liar who thirsts for the truth

And while I ache for faith to hold me

I need to feel the scars and see the proof

And if we just keep digging we can reach the foundation

Of our souls

And if we just keep cutting all the chains from our hearts

We'll lose control

And it feels like giving in

It feels like starting over

It feels like waking up, and you know it's coming

It feels like a brand new day

Open your eyes